Sunday, May 20, 2012

Due date sadness

The last of my "loss due dates" is over....10 days ago to be exact.  May 10th.  Loss #6's due date. 



I feel oddly relieved and sad at the same time.  I should have a 1 month old right now...this very moment (since I will never make it to 40 weeks with my issues).  I should be coming down off the high of having a new baby, with a sweet baby girl or boy in my arms.  Right now.  This very second. 

It's so weird to think about.  And so glad it's over and I have a healthy baby girl kicking me right now.  We look forward to her arrival in July and then I'm never have a depressing due date looming in the future again :)

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