32 weeks ruh roh!

Sooooo, we made it 32 weeks before making my high risk doctor sweat ;)

2 weeks ago my cervix was still being a rockstar at 40 mm.  Today?  28 mm and have officially have no cervix left above the stitch and it's "super soft".  Bah.

So the plan. . . ."Operation Get-the-Contractions-to-Stop".  Procardia is now at max dose.  If I continue to contract and continue to lose cervix or if I look like I'm at risk of tearing either the stitch or my cervix then it turns into "Operation Get-the-Cerclage-Out" without venturing into "Operation Get-the-Baby-Out". 

lol.  Are you following all that??  I'm not.

Oh, and the best part??  Next week if things are still deteriorating then we are going to try a inflatable donut ring pessary to help combat the pressure that her head is putting on my cervix.  Perrrfect.  That is exactly what I want...more foreign objects added to the menagerie of things that have been invading my body.

You can bet that the mantra in my head is "stay sane, only a few more weeks....only a few more weeks".